I found a picture book that had pictures of my brother. I lost him in 2009 and it still affects me. It's some thing I will live with for ever. I'm just now realizing it wasn't my fault. I had no control over his death. I sure do miss him.
I just lost my son, and everyday i feel sadness, and guilt that i couldn't help him more. But its not our fault. Unfortunately our grieve will never end. Hugs*