Oh honey, I know how that feels I went thru that early in my separating and divorce, it gets better. Try to take your mind off it by doing things like catching up on reading, maybe start a blog or writing for yourself, I also love planning out tomorrow day, by making my son lunch, making sure we have stuff for breakfast, double checking his backpack to make sure everything in there, pack his snack, pick out my clothing for the next day, clean up the apartment a bit, catch up on my DVR list. Just try to keep busy, that what I did after my divorce and I still do it now, keep my kid and I organized, our apt looking clean and me sane.
i feel so lonely even when i'm surrounded by my family.....i have to put on a fake smile and act like i can handle the world and then some....it can feel like an ever deepening hole that meeses with me and no matter what i will never feel anything different. Wow really depressing sounding when how i feel sometimes is put into words,,,lol...just feel like no one listens and cares when i feel down so if your ever feeling lonely and just need to talk or bitch or vent or say nothing but just know someone is there and cares how you feel all you ahve to do is contact me here....all that to sazy i hear ya and i'm here if you ever need it..lol...my partner says i talk tooo much so i guess i type toio much too...lol