Cause its not that I can't but that I'm not emotionally ready for one.I thought my depression/ anxiety was over but I guess not. I'm sitting here crying my eyes out because my dd has had a headache for 3 nights. The normal mom will think it's cause of her sinus( she has allergies) but my crazy self is having all these crazy thoughts. Of course calling my mom and her telling me that my brother in law's daughter is in a comma doesn't help. Especially cause his kid had a headache.(long story,she had pneumonia,was hosp for 5 days.she is not in a comma just for headaches) why can't I think like a normal mom and say that my dd is fine?. I have asked God to help me over and over but I don't know what else to do.
A what if is a normal reaction but if your at the point of not eating or sleeping I think its time to call your doctor and get some anxiety meds. If you are already on them they may need to be changed or upped. Good luck.