Rereading my last few posts, I realized how hateful and bitter I've become. That's not me at all. I'm slowly turning into my mom and I CAN'T let that happen! I refuse to be like her!
I can't keep thinking of myself as a failure. I've survived far too much to give up now. I have so many problems that it seemed impossible to overcome them. I just need to start with the small stuff and work my way up.
Allow me to sincerely apologize to anyone I've hurt. I'll try to be better...no wait...not try...I WILL be better.
Easy to jump on that bandwagon when you read some of the replies on this site, even some of the blogs. At least you know better and try to grow and correct yourself. That's all any of can do and just not let negativity get to us. I am a huge believer in the power of positive thinking, not to the point of weird just know I was in a funk yesterday and I put on some of my favorite cd's and immediately was in a better and more uplifted mood.