I was in the bathroom, and I looked in the mirror... I thought to myself, damn. Why would ANY guy want me.... I'm gross looking..
I have always had low self asteem and just... Blehh... I'm 17 and I have 2 year old twins. Honestly why would anyone want me? Somoetines I think Anthony just does.. because of the kids.. I mean. He is 22 and could do SO much better... I'm just.. like... idk.. not good enough... Im not fat or anything. Which is surprising considering I had twins, I am in a size 4 to 5... but I'm just.. not pretty at all unlike my kids who are damn gorgeous.... :/ thanks for letting me vent...
Sounds like you are having an ugly day. Do you shower in the morning and try to do something to yourself to feel good? Such as make up or doing your hair? I know I have had my fair share of ugly days. You gotta do something for you and gain some confidence. Cheer up buttercup :)
It's just an emotional day hunny. Your not ugly. & your SO staid with you because he loves you. No man would stay with a woman just because of a child. They usually leave. Your fine mama, when you wake up tomorrow, it may be the same thing but take some time out breathe & do something for yourself.