I’m not changing my mind ladies I’m also atheist so the whole your going to hell god is crying doesn’t do shit for me
Dr just called he got a cancellation for 4pm today I took the appt! Getting this over with sooner is great.
Everything went well I can’t sleep. Tomorrow I’m telling my boyfriend that I got the abortion and that I’m breaking up with him. I’m sure that will go over just great, insert sarcasm here. Thank you to all those who stood by me. Sister drove me there and back, and is sleeping on the couch in case I need her.
I called him. I told him we were over and he said the baby deserved to have a whole family not a broken one. I said there is no baby I had an abortion so there isn’t going to be one. He said you mean you are thinking about having an abortion. I said no I had one. He said why? I told the truth I would not be able to keep my job, the girls need me to have my job. He said we could have gotten food stamps, cash assistance, WIC, etc. I was like you are a total loser you won’t keep a job and your solution is not to get a job and stick with it but to get government assistance and that’s wrong. He called me a bitch, at that point, said the baby was better off dead than having me for a mom, that he thought I understood he’s an artist and he need inspiration not a job and said we are over and hung up.