Dh always tries to please me. I appreciate it, but I don't need pleased. I don't want to be pleased. I want to just lay here and cuddle. I'm not into sex that much anymore. Sometimes it hurts. Sometimes I just don't have the need/want to do it. Faking it for dh is hard because I just can't stand sex anymore. I just don't know.
Update. We did the deed yesterday. It actually turned out great except it hurt in one position. dh was very happy that I was happy. He thinks because I'm really tired at night, i don't get turned on or anything. Maybe being tired is hurting my sex drive and such?