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504bbymami
It keeps me up at night.
April 3, 2013 at 3:12 AM
A lot of fucking anger, and a lot of hurt and some regret.


All of them on deep levels that I really need to deal with in time but right now I have so much HATE in my heart that I can't let go of. It eats at me and I really don't know how to let go. 90% of it is directed at one person. He's ruined me in so many ways.


So here I am. Another sleepless freaking night. I have everything that SHOULD make me happy. But I'm so fucking angry.

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  • 4kids4tara
    April 3, 2013 at 3:19 AM

    What are you so angry about? I'm guess this post is about a guy? Are you religious? Would praying help? What about exercise?

  • 504bbymami
    April 3, 2013 at 3:20 AM
    I know... After everything... Well, you know what happened... It all got so much worse.

    I have an appt next week. I had stopped going the whole time I was back home


    Quoting GirlWSemiAuto:

    Please get more help. You need it now even more than before. Do it for your kids if not for yourself.

  • .Elena
    by .Elena
    April 3, 2013 at 3:20 AM


    Quoting 504bbymami:

    I need interaction Attention. Being in my own head makes everything much much worse Is no fun because nobody can pay attention my drama unless I broadcast it.


    Quoting blue.chairs:

    Go write in your diary.


  • 504bbymami
    April 3, 2013 at 3:20 AM
    That's a great idea


    Quoting mattiehatter:

    Burn pictures of the person. Feels pretty damn good.


  • Anonymous 2
    by Anonymous 2
    April 3, 2013 at 3:20 AM
    Real problems that you create.

    Quoting 504bbymami:

    Omg it's called first world problems, genius.





    And puh-lease! Everyone has their own personal issues and are allowed to feel however the fuck they want. Yea I do have a shit ton of REAL fucking problems.



    And I've already been through plenty third world problems in my life so just stfu




    Quoting Anonymous:

    Third world problems :( seriously there are people out there with REAL problems. Get over yourself

  • Anonymous 2
    by Anonymous 2
    April 3, 2013 at 3:21 AM
    LMAO

    Quoting .Elena:


    Quoting 504bbymami:

    I need interaction Attention. Being in my own head makes everything much much worse Is no fun because nobody can pay attention my drama unless I broadcast it.





    Quoting blue.chairs:

    Go write in your diary.



  • GirlWSemiAuto
    April 3, 2013 at 3:21 AM
    Ugh. I said I was done offering advice. But that can't be your home any more. Nothing good happens to you there. you get worse every time you go back there.

    Quoting 504bbymami:

    I know... After everything... Well, you know what happened... It all got so much worse.



    I have an appt next week. I had stopped going the whole time I was back home




    Quoting GirlWSemiAuto:

    Please get more help. You need it now even more than before. Do it for your kids if not for yourself.

  • QuirkyMom26
    April 3, 2013 at 3:21 AM

    Some one once posted this to me...so maybe you could borrow some also?  

  • Supervane
    April 3, 2013 at 3:22 AM
    Take it one day at a time.

    I've posted before in your posts that you need a detox fast!
  • kimmykat222
    April 3, 2013 at 3:22 AM
    ((Hugs)) I can't sleep either

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