I you are so repulsed by a penis, how do you have Sex???
it's not that, it's because I was molested by a parent and an older brother that I just feel dirty if I change him
i get what you mean. I was abused by my dad when i was younger. I can change my kids diapers fine (well, did when they were in diapers). But i get really uncomfortable when i have to do anything with the genitals. Like if my daughter has a yeast infection and needs cream on it or when my son would have a runny poo that would stick to his penis. I think it is common of people who are abused. it is just this horrible sinking feeling that you are like "them". sometimes you have to push yourself to be uncomfortable to care for your children though.