I DONT know how to end this affair. I HATED dh's ex. I don't know what came over me.
She came by one morning saying she was supposed to take their dd to school but I had already taken her. Dh was at work. I invited her in while we straighten out the misunderstanding
All of a sudden she grabbed me and kissed me. I was so shocked. I didn't even stop her, I actually liked it. I've never been with a woman but was always curious
That was a month ago. We actually did everything a man and woman do, except with fingers. Now I feel so guilty. When he kiss or touch me I think of her. When I see their daughter I think of her. I think I love her. But I love dh more.
I'm ready to end it but now she's threatening to tell him if I end it. I don't know what to do because I actually have feelings for her now