Years ago my 2 children were 2 and 1 years old I had an IUD so I didn't want another child they wouldn't tie my tubes because I was young (19) but I knew while I was with my childrens father I never wanted another child with him. He beat me all the time I was scared to bring another child into this world and I knew he would never allow me to give the baby up so I told him I had an appointment to get the IUD removed so he would allow me out of the house but it was for an abortion I lied to everyone around me told them when they took out the IUD that it popped the sack and they had to do a d & c. I am out of that marriage but it took me years.
you are not alone. I have also had an abortion. It is hard to deal
with. There is a lot of pain and shame behind it. I know. If you ever
need somebody to talk to you can message me. Here are some boards online
that have really helped me. This place is full of women who have all
been there. They never have anything mean to say. They are only there to
help. There are sections for people of all ages and all circumstances.
It is worth taking a look at. My screen name is HerNameIsLucy and I
would love to see you on there sometime. *Hugs*