The father of my son and I are no longer together and its for the best. We were together for a few years and broke up a few months before our son was born. He cheated and cheated and cheated some more.
I have two other children from a previous relationship and they loved him. One is old enough to know what happened, the other too young to understand.
When I look at my babies I'm so sad because I know they want me to try again and find love. I can't see myself with another man. He treated me so bad and my heart just have too many scars. It would be nice to meet someone, but I know I won't allow anyone to get close to myself or my children.
I left an abusive relationship and didn't date for two and a half years.. During that time I focused on my son and I. We had therapy sessions three times a week. We went through some really bad stuff. I think its good to take time off. I think it is good to work on you and the kids. You need to learn what went wrong and how to find a good man next time.