i really dont know what to start with i think its too resent that i can talk to my family or anybody about i had not told anybody yet my husband just started to tell a few of our family members but i think i would have perffered him to have waited cause we where at my daughters' softball game and i didnt want to have the rest of the parents see me cry but he did and i did cry but i couldnt talk about it or answer my sister in laws questions regarding what i was going through cause i didnt feel like i could do it with out crying my crys out soo i tryed but i dont know how to handle other same situation like that???? :(
It's one of those things that people don't really understand unless they have been thru it.
I didn't want to talk about it right away. I still don't. It's easy for me to "hide" from people local because I don't have many true friends here. None at all really. Just friendly acquaintances. I like to talk here though. This group helps. I think. Maybe. haha. I only want to talk it over with other people who have been there.
I know how easy it is for people to say things that they don't mean or they shouldn't. And I know how easy it is for words to be taken the wrong way. So, by only talking about it here (or with my husband)...I am not getting hurt by other people's words.